shann's (:

2008-12-05T23:19:00.001+08:00

Shann has migrated to http://missingsundays.blogspot.com!
See you there. :]

2008-11-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

Continuation of the previous post.
Well I thought about it, and really realised that the world wouldn't wait for me to get back on track.
So I got to help myself out
Be it whether to I can move on or not,
I still got to show that I can still excel in other matters.
Feeling stuck, not wanting to think about the situation and how my heart yearns for Aiby
Sometimes really does feel unbearable.
Although I'm still not done mourning over this lost love.

-

I miss you, Aiby.

2008-11-03T00:43:00.001+08:00

Still keeping the past close to my heart,
because that's what's left of us.
Till the day you come back for me.
If you ever do

-

My mind's preoccupied w so many issues.
Sometimes I question if I really am that strong to face these alone
yet at the same time, I know I can.
Whatever it is, whatever decision I choose to make at the end of the day,
life still goes on.
So up up up, I'm gonna start from HERE.
Goodbye negative thoughts.
Gonna start clinging onto Him and live by faith and not by insecurities :)

2008-08-23T17:59:00.002+08:00

Sentosa-ed w peeeeeeeople ytd
it rained yet we just continued playing,
and yes I caught a cold and felt feverish.
Woke up this morning aching all over and I've got a really horrible tan
thanks to the Num tang top.
fwah.
Back to ytd, bumped into Chin at Sentosa.
I was so shocked, I just said "Chin?"
Hahahahahaha.
Headed to Vivo aftermath, had Thai Express and Ljs.
One by one they left, till there was just me, Peiying, Jem, Lucas and Marcus.
So I did shopping, and I bought a Batwoman tee from Topshop.
Yay!
(Stupid Marcus calls this Shopper Buggerbities) =.=
Dropped by Everlast to see Yonghui.
Metal mouth Mar joined us much later.
Yup, that was all.
:D

P.S. I can't upload the pigs from my phone, I'll upload it up as soon as it's fixed.
Then I'll send it to you pigs, I mean peeeeeeople. (:

-

One more month, I'm counting ze days. May not be the best but I hope it'll still be a memorable one.

Whatever It Takes - Lifehouse
Papa, gimme strength and wisdom.

2008-08-20T16:10:00.000+08:00

Beach volleyball this Friday,
didn't have to postpone cos there's no event for us this weekend.
Yay!
Can't wait! Tan, volleyball, chill and just spent time w those lovely peeeeeeople.

Finally met up w Bestie yesterday
didn't manage to catch up much cos she got to study.
But at least we met up.
Love. :)

Off to do my stuffs now, tata!

2008-08-20T15:09:00.002+08:00

Vanished by NLT
I'm reaching, I'm reaching for the love I lost tonight
And I don't know why
You're right here, you're right here but you seem so out of sight
It's messing with my mind
You used to freak with me
You once believed in me
But now I'm incomplete
Thought we were meant to be

[Chorus:]
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
You vanished
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
You vanished (vanished)

[Verse 2:]
I'm wondering, something that you said would never die
Has lost it's life
It's frightening, thinking how I opened up to you
Until it's coming to
We were the best of friends
That's why this pain won't end
And this is killing me
Thought we were meant to be

[Chorus:]
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
Where did you go?
You vanished
Where did you go?
Where did you go? (Where did you go?)
Where did you go? (Oh Oh)
You vanished

[Verse 3:]
You're mistake of magician with a wand
Now you're missing
Where'd you go? Where'd you go? Where'd you go? (Where'd you go?)
Wish I could bring us back
Just who could picture it
But it's too late for that

2008-08-18T16:31:00.003+08:00

Went swimming w Peibaby on Thursday. Loved it!
Beach volleyball postponed, yay!

Thanks guys ;)

Spent my Saturday shopping w Rach

that girl really knows how to help me spend my money.

I finally bought my culotte pants, and I bought TWO!

And I bought a really short dress which Metal mouth Mar loves.

(Daddy and Mommy made me wear skinny w it *pout* )

Hahahahahaha.

My supposedly lovely Sunday was spent working at vivo,

relieving some girl who was too irresponsible to turn up for work.

But at least the pay was good. (:

Brother started questioning me about coming home late nowadays.

Not only him, in fact it's everyone in the family.

They say it's late esp when I reach home at 12am or maybe even after 12am, blahblahblah.

Riggggggggggght, I'll watch that.

Alrighty, time for pictures! (:

I drew my girls! Okay, I have yet to draw the other important people in my life :

the guys, Metal mouth Mar and Bestie! Wheeeeeeeeee!

Love you so much Peibaby, Metal mouth Mar, J.A. and Bestie!
The ones that literally went through everything w me.
Now that I'm all fine, I'm gonna shower all of you w meeeeeeee love! :*

Bust It Baby Part 2 - Plies Feat Ne Yo

2008-08-12T23:59:00.001+08:00

I feel funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnny
not hahahaha-funny. But funny.
Alright, I don't know what am I talking about.

Sunny daaaaaaay, everyday's sunny daaaaaaaaay!

Man, I know you people love this song of mine so much.
Whooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
It's ze long holidays and I can't stop being hyper
Been spending my nights out w Metal mouth Marrrrrrrrrrrrr
*shows teeth*

Gonna head back to school to hand in my assignments tmr
then maybe out and then to gran's for dinner.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2008-08-07T15:20:00.001+08:00

I'm so relieved that all the assessments are over!
Thank God for bringing me through :)
The only thing left now is Comm skills presentation, Sannie's report and Material tech common test.

Out w all the lovely people tmr, I can't wait.
Formal wear, hahahahahahaha.
I just find it really hilarious.
Wonder how I'll look.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Alright, another random post.
Heeheehee

Off to do some work and play, tata!

2008-08-03T14:28:00.002+08:00

I miss you badly.
I don't know how long you're going to take,
but I really hope you come back soon.

I've changed for the better, I've learnt to trust. Life still goes on,
but I'll still be waiting for you.

I love you, Aaron Iu Bing Yuan.

2008-08-02T18:20:00.002+08:00

Consulted doctor regarding my thumb,
and it's just something minor.
Some kind of allergy, maybe cause I used too much uhu or whatsoever
that irritated my skin.
Ah it's gross. I have to apply the cream till it goes off.
Bad news : Doc says it WILL come back again if I do those handy crafts again.
Been to doc's for two times this week already.
I guess I'm just stressed out over school.
But thank God it's gonna be over soon!
Next week it's play time. :)
Clique! Let's head down to town w our formal wear, shall we?
Hahahahaha.

Anyway just wanna share something I found. So enjoy!

A group of professional people posed this question to group of 4-to-8-year-olds: "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think ...

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."-Chrissy, age 6

"Love is when someone hurts you. And you get so mad but you don't yell at them because you know it would hurt their feelings."-Samantha, age 7

"When you tell someone something bad about yourself and you're scared they won't love you anymore. But then you get surprised because not only do they still love you, they love you even more."-Matthew, age 7

"There are two kinds of love. Our love. God's love. But God makes both kinds of them."-Jenny, age 8

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."-Mary Ann, age 4

"God could have said magic words to make the nails fall off the cross, but He didn't. That's love."-Max, age 5

I know I've blogged something like this before, I really love these definition.
It's so awesome. :)

Alrighty, I'm off to do Jk's a3 then Sean & Larry's
Good day to all!

Only Love - A1

2008-08-01T22:50:00.002+08:00

As I've promised Marcus Lee and Aaron Tan, my good-est friend and my besssssssssst friend

so here goes!

Thank you, Marcus Lee for always being there for me.

Listening to my never ending rubbish,

giving advice and your concern. :)
Thank you, Aaron for always being there too.

Listening to me, advising me and your support. :)

And next, another important person... Mah Peiying (again!)

24/7 for me, always ready to give me a big comforting hug,

advising me, worrying w me, helping me be more direct to J,

always reminding me and making me smile. :)

Yet again too, my awesome Bestie! What can I say?

She's so pretty, cute and always the bestestestestestest.

The rest like Hw, Jess, Yimong, Muming, Jem, Riyah, Josh, Jojo, Lucas, Kerin, Debz, Marilyn, Michelle, Shannon, Liz, Ms quek, Kj and Alina... thank you toooooooooo! :)

It's because of all of you, I smile and know that it's nothing much I should worry about.

Just gonna commit it all to God.

So.............................

Hello back, Life! :)

2008-07-31T02:40:00.001+08:00

I'm still awake at this time.
I'm awake, awake, awake.
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Singfest, I wanna go for Singfest
I wanna go for Mtv Asia Awards toooooooooooo.
Okay, I've been sitting infront of the computer for hours already
and my butt's starting to ache. -.-
I feel like eating cup noodles, candy floss, choco mini, mac and subway now.

Ah updates, life's been fair to me.
I don't get whatever I want but I'm blessed with really awesome chics and buddies!
Such as Bestie, Jess, Yi Mong, Peiying, Hw, Shanny, Jem, Muming... etc.
The people who never fail to make me smile (:
Thank God for every single one of them,
thank God for YOU!

2008-07-23T10:28:00.002+08:00

Been pretty stressed up w school work, I guess we all are.
All the date lines are nearing and there's so much to be done.
Sometimes I wish I had more than just 24 hours.
The clock is ticking and time is running out,
I'd better get this sense of urgency drilled in me.
Sigh!

Alright, I know today's post is kinda rubbish.
I just need to rant/grumble/complain/whine, but there's no individual I can turn to to do these.

The thought of it makes me shiver, really.

-

Trust comes w assurance.
couples around me make me envious and give my heart a weird feeling
making me just look away and assuring myself that even w/o anyone, I'm still blessed.
Still waiting...

2008-07-20T19:50:00.000+08:00

Artist: Martha Munizzi lyrics

Album: No Limits: Live

Year: 2006

Title: What He's Done
[Verse:]

What He's done for me is so amazing,

the love He has for me I cannot explain.

All I know is I once was lost, but now I'm found,

I was blind, but now I see;

and I know He will do for you what He's done for me.

[Chorus:]

Amazing love, amazing love.

All I know is I once was lost, but now I'm found,

I was blind, but now I see;

and I know He will do for you what He's done for me.

2008-07-20T19:00:00.000+08:00

Did crazy shopping w Rachel yesterday.
Bought quite a lot, alright main thing was...
I bought my Gladiators already! :)
Rachel really knows how to make me feel better
love that girl soooo much.
So relieved that her flight's postponed to next Thursday/Friday.

I don't understand why you are thinking so much about it.
Like assuming I'm thinking too much again when I was just either concern or that when I'm in trouble,
you're the first person who comes to my mind.

2008-07-19T11:59:00.002+08:00

Forever lyrics
Artist - Tim Hughes
Album - Various Songs
Lyrics - Forever

I'll worship at your throne
Whisper my own love song
With all my heart I'll sing
For you my dad and king
I'll live for all my days
To put a smile on your face
And when we finally meet
It'll be for eternity

And, oh, how wide you open up your arms
When i need your love
And how far you would come if ever I was lost
You said that all you feel for me is undying love
That you showed me through the cross

I'll worship you my God
I'll worship you my God
I love you, I love you
Forever I will sing
Forever I will be with you
Be with you

I'll worship at your throne
Whisper my own love song
With all my heart I'll sing
For you my dad and king
I'll live for all my days
To put a smile on your face
And when we finally meet
It'll be for eternity

And, oh, how wide you open up your arms
When i need your love
And how far you would come if ever I was lost
You said that all you feel for me is undying love
That you showed me through the cross

I'll worship you my God
I'll worship you my God
I love you, I love you
Forever I will sing
Forever I will be with you
Be with you

I'll worship at your throne
Whisper my own love song
With all my heart I'll sing
For you my dad and king
I'll live for all my days
To put a smile on your face
And when we finally meet
It'll be for eternity...

-

Papa, I'll seek You earnestly.
Please favour me and make wonders in my life.
Mould me.

2008-07-18T10:53:00.000+08:00

Time to change priorities and get back on track.

Tell me we'll brave this storm together.

2008-07-17T23:29:00.001+08:00

Things are better now, but I'm still stuck with my emotions sometimes.
Not knowing how to react to situations.
I don't know what to do now.
Someone tell me, what can I do.
Sometimes I just need a nudge to remind me of whatever he has explained.
I find that I'm too muddleheaded, sigh.
Boy, help me change this! Tsk.

I've learnt that someone that special is hard to find
that's why I'm holding on.
I've learnt that I should stop thinking!
Worrying is inevitable but assuming it in your own way is so wrong.
So yup, lesson learnt.
uh huh.

-

I wanna watch Dark Knight asap.
I hope he watches it w me soon. *cross fingers*

Even when the tide is high and trying to pull us apart,
I'll still be holding on tight to your hand
till the very end.

2008-07-13T23:25:00.000+08:00

Note to self : Remember to Smile and be positive.

I've learnt that I should be happy because I'll be spreading the joy around.

I've learnt that I shouldn't be so sticky and I'm still learning to be good at that.

I've learnt that God is so awesome, He makes you smile just like that

He fills that emptiness with His amazing love, making your heart all warm and alive again

He listens to your complains and assures you that it's all going to be alright.

Thank you, Papa! (:

Didn't celebrate Marcus' birthday today due to some misunderstandings.

Headed Town myself to get some stuff, it was the first time I shopped alone.

And I guess taking the wrong train was pretty normal then?

Met up with Rach aftermath to get her dad a cake.

Bugged Mommy and Daddy to go get me a new phone and I did get it.

(I have to pay for it, so I'm not a spoilt brat)

I hope I'll used to it soon.

My dear Marilyn's terribly upset and I've been trying to cheer her up.

Boyfriends. Tsk.

I miss Bestie so much, only met her for a while today. :(

When are we going out tgt again? Pool, drink, basketball, movie, shopping.

Hurry, Tit!

Ah, better head to bed now.

Goodnight to all!

2008-07-13T12:15:00.000+08:00

Day was well spent with my dear Rachel

my awesome childhood bestfriend! :)

Went Town to do some shopping

man, everything's so cheap now. (I mean, reasonable)

almost everywhere's sales.

We were literally going crazy with all the sales

it's just that there were too many people around and we kinda got frustrated having to squeeze our way through.

So we went back Bishan early

did lots of catching up and camwhoring at her house.

She'll be going back Bkk soon, and I know I'm so gonna miss her!

Can't wait for our next shopping trip in Bkk, I hope!

I'm still trying to persuade Daddy and Mommy to let me fly over at the end of this year

to spend my holidays there with Rach.

*cross fingers and prays hard*

Oh and yesssssssss, that idiotic girl made Jas walk me home cos it was kinda late already.

it felt weird, somehow. Really.

(Rach, if you see this... Don't you laugh!)

Happy Birthday, Marcus Lee.

Meeting tha clique later to have a small celebration for Marcus.

The plan's kinda screwed up and I'm quite disappointed at the response.

fwah.

heartbreaks are inevitable at times.

still waiting for your return.

2008-07-10T23:59:00.001+08:00

I don't know, I guess I've learnt a lot from this lesson.
This lesson of not having you by my side.

I've learnt to cherish
I've learnt to keep memories close to my heart
I've learnt that I've been too spoilt with love
I've learnt that I wasn't that perfect afterall
I've learnt that people have much bigger problems than I do
And that life still goes on no matter what.

:>

Anyway it's not as though I get to make any decision now.
Since I can't let go, and I don't wish to do so
I'll just have to live my life per normal
waiting for your return. :)
I love you.

-

Happy birthday, Sissy. <3

2008-07-06T14:45:00.002+08:00

Went back to kcpss to do my assignments at the art studio w Kj and Mole
wanted determination with friends around.
'Cos I know I'll NEVER complete my assignments when I'm home alone.
Thanks Kj, and I don't have mood swing!
Stayed in school till Auntie Rani wanted to leave.
Met up with Bestie to get her lens solution and supposedly, my lenses.
Rushed to jeight for dinner w Bestie's folks (I really like them, they're so cute!)
Headed to st22 for my lenses
and stayed home for an hour or so till Marilyn called me.
So I went downstairs and we had a great time having heart-to-heart talk till late.
We're so alike, we've just met each other not long and now we're quite close friends.
Thank God for such a blessing!

Been having only a meal everyday now,
nothing makes me feel interested.
Not shopping, not eating, not having time off, not having extra cash.
Not anymore.
'Cos it's not with you.

Bestie cheered me up a lot all these while, even today. :)
I really waited up for his text to inform me that he's home
I waited till I dozed off, leaving my phone still switched on, in my hands!
(I didn't friggin' know what time it was already)
But anyway I woke up at 5am, realised that I fell asleep and kept blaming myself.
Saw my phone, I only saw Bestie's text.
Well, maybe he had forgotten and was too tired to send a text...

-

Chasing Pavements - Adele

2008-07-05T00:00:00.002+08:00

Sissy's on the plane to Uk now.

I miss her already! :(

Had Popeye's for dinner at T3

couldn't eat much.

Had only half a meal today, not even a proper meal.

*pouts*

I got myself into trouble

once again, stupid ideas.

But it's alright now, I hope.

I've given myself a few tight slaps to wake myself up

I can't keep doubting.

What's the point if I keep doubting.

So well, I've learnt to trust.

I'm still learning to trust better though.

I guess I would be fine till the next heartbreak(which I hope is never).

I've been reflecting a lot and I started to realise, notice and give a thought to even the most minor thing in this world.

As I was taking the train to school alone today,

I was thinking about my problem, the situation between me and Beloved

then I realised that my problem is nothing compared to those who are literally losing their loved ones, lives taken, those who are sick and in the hospital.

My problem is nothing, really.

I kept praying about my problem, but I also realised that I have to pray for others' problems as well.

Mine is so minor and I'm praying, needing God so much, what more about theirs?

They need more prayer. And some, they might not even know how to pray.

Lying on their death beds, waiting for the time to come.

So we got to pray for them.

I also noticed that this world isn't very pathetic afterall

little deeds, really made me smile a lot today.

I saw a grandmother holding her grandson's hand on their way home,

singing and teaching him the days of the week.(Monday to Sunday)

It was really adorable and heart warming.

I thank God for them. :)

Peiying Baby gave me a crown today

and whenever I wear the crown I must say "I am King!"

She's so sweet and lovely.

I thank God for her. :)

I also thank God for Bestie, Jess, Mich Darling, WeiQian, Marcus, Lucas and Debz too

they were there for me when I needed someone.

But it's alright now, I won't think so much anymore.

Well, I've decided to stop wallowing in self-pity.

I should rejoice for everything.

And thank God for every single one of you that's reading this now. :)

Most importantly, I thank God for Beloved.

And I pray that things would turn for the better

I'll let go, and let God intercede.

I'm sorry people. I know today's post is more about me counting my blessings.

I noticed the importance of counting your blessings EVERYDAY!

Compare your blessings and really down times,

you'll realise that your blessings are much more than your sad memories.

So.... count your blessings and be glad.

Goodnight to all.

A Lonely September - Plain White T's

You'll always be my Baby, Beloved. :)

2008-07-04T10:30:00.002+08:00

I happen to notice this song in my phone just now

it really speaks all my emotions.

It's almost exactly how I feel.

read the lyrics and hear the song(it's in my friendster, if you're too lazy)

I'm sittin' here all by myself

just tryin' to think of something to do

Tryin' to think of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you

But you know it's not working out

'cause you're all that's on my mind

One thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me

But the more I think, the less I believe it

and the more I want you here with me

You know the holidays are coming up

I don't want to spend them alone

Memories of Christmas time with you

would just kill me if I'm on my own

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do

we just can't seem to get it right

But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar

But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far

I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you

Oh please, baby won't you take my hand

we've got nothing left to prove

Oh, I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did

And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did

And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back

but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then

when we were just kids

And I didn't mean to give you chills

the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did

And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did

No, you didn't mean to love me back

But you did

A Lonely September - Plain White T's

I guess I don't have to explain anything anymore

all of you, everyone, should know what's wrong now.

My stupidity caused so much trouble

I was too harsh, I know.

Now I want things to be back like before, I'm willing to change.

But is there another chance?

One week.

And if things really wouldn't go back to where it was before,

this would really be a lonely september for me.

Sigh.

2008-06-29T22:19:00.000+08:00

I guess saying "I'm fine" was just a lie.

Just a very big lie.

I don't understand what's going on and why am I feeling so

and the fact that you are not helping me cope with it is even more heartbreaking.

YOU used to be so enthusiatic about meeting up

you would always cancel out on your friends instead of me,

but not now.

Everything really seems different.

I don't understand it.

I'm still trying to tell myself (very hard) that I'm just being sensitive and pessimistic

but on the other hand I feel that something really is wrong and I know nuts about it.

You don't call and explain anymore.

You don't go all out to just see a smile on my face

You don't make time for me

You don't nag and care

Not anymore.

Tell me, what's wrong. I really need to know.

Crying every night, and after every phone call

it's so hurting.

The pain's dragging on for days.
I've lost control of my feelings

it's as though I'm a mad woman who smiles at a point of time and the next minute, I'd be sobbing away.

It's really tiring.

Please, tell me what's wrong.

Is it really because I'm too stressed up with school?

2008-06-17T14:39:00.002+08:00

I want a polaroid camera,

I still want a polaroid camera!

Although it's costly to own it,

I still want it!

Baaaaaaaaaaaaaadly.

*pout*

2008-06-17T12:37:00.001+08:00

Geeeeeeeee, it's been ages since I last blogged!
So let's start the updating from last Monday, shall we? :D
(It'll be brief, I promise. I wouldn't want you to bore yourself with my crap)

9 June 2008, Monday
Yi mong and I went for Kouo's makeup lesson
so it was just us and the guys (for the clique)
which was kinda weird cos Peiying and Jess weren't around.
And Kouo's makeup lesson was real boring,
what you can expect from a lecture.

Met up with Bestie and Jane aftermath at Mos burger.

10 June 2008, Tuesday
Met up with Michelle darling, the owl, for late lunch
'ketchup-ed', bitched, were equally grossed out over the roach nymph that was in her food.
Ah we just had fun in each other's company. :)

11 June 2008, Wednesday
Day was spent with Beloved and Bestie.

J.co-ed and shopped.
The two really special people God has blessed me with.
:)
Dinner at gran's aftermath.

12 June 2008, Thursday
One year three months :>

13 June 2008, Friday
Went to jeight with my dear Yimong to get our leather sandals
and shopping.
'Ketchup-ed' with Ms quek, Angela and Bestie at Sooma
Sooma has really great brownies. awwwwww... *craves*
Angela look so different now, her new haircut's really nice. :]
Met up with Aaron kok for pool and we were 1/2 hour late!
Pool-ed till 9plus, went back for prata till 11plus, 12.
It was so funny, Aaron was literally drifting off when we slacked at prata's.

The weekends were spent, with the same people. Pretty much the same routine.
Just that we celebrated Parents' day on Sunday, instead of just Fathers' day.
(We as in the whole church.)
The kids were really adorable, jumping like popcorns popping.
Everything was great.
Children, Honor your parents!

16 June 2008, Monday
Met up with Bestie after he haircut and dye.
She looks soooooooo cute and sweet now!
My Barbie bestie baby :D
So we bitched, updated one another and rot.
<3

I miss J.CO! :(

I'm craving for sweets now.

fwah.

Say(All I Need) - One Republic

2008-06-07T00:23:00.000+08:00

Alrighty, time for thanks giving!
Thank God, I passed Jk's assignment
Thank God, VI is finally over and my animation model was a success!
Thank God, I finally met up with Liz and G'dine!
Thank God, design studio was cancelled!
Thank God, the weekend's finally here and I get to see Beloved!
Thank God for all the little deeds :)

-

The weekend's finally here, so are the holidays!
I'm so glad, at least I can replenish all the sleep I've been missing.
I've still got quite a handful of projects and assignments to rush.
So I'd better not slack so much this holiday.

Peiying Baby's overseas already
Jess Darling is leaving tmr?
Dee is leaving tmr too.
:(
I miss you kukus.

-

Baby, you're the greatest gift.

2008-05-30T21:13:00.000+08:00

I passed Jk's still life drawing test on Thursday, yay yay yay!
It's the end of the week, yay yay yay!
I saw my dear Aaron Iu today and I'm going to see him tmr, yay yay yay!
I met up with my Bestie today, yay yay yay!
I finally got to see Michelle and caught up with her, yay yay yay!
I finally got to see Nisha and Darsh as well, yay yay yay!
Alrighty, that's the stuffs I'm rejoicing about.

BUT... I guess I won't be having much sleep or maybe no sleep tonight
cos I'm gonna stay up and rush my projects and assignments.
There are so much to be done by next week
all the due dates are next week and all the assignment checks are next week too.
*sighs*

God, give me strength.

-

Get well soon, B.
Wanna see you super hyper again tmr <3

You're so adorable, I miss you already :(

2008-05-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

Upset, upset, upset.

Things wouldn't go my way.

I'm losing in this race with time.

Maybe I'm too spoilt to learn how to adapt to things

and that crying is still the solution afterall.

Maybe I still haven't grown up, to be wise enough

to know who's for real and who's not.

Friends, where do I find true friends?

When can I ever be as strong as Batman, and quit running away?

2008-05-23T22:25:00.001+08:00

Yay, it's finally Friday again.
Time for a break
and I can watch more episodes of my hongkong drama
although I still got 3 more projects to rush
and 3 assignments to do, and another project on hold.
No point for me to keep grumbling so much over all these anymore.

Anyway let me boast about my Art History's quiz results
I got 90 over 100! :D
I was stunned when I saw the paper
whatever it is, thank God!

Alrighty, I shall post some pictures of my dear mates today!
Enjoooooooooooooy :)

In Your presence, all our fears are washed away
washed away
Hosanna, Hosanna
You are the God who saved us
Worthy of all our praises.

Alrighty, off to watch my hongkong drama now.
Adieu!

Aaron Iu, Aaron Iu, Aaron Iu :]

2008-05-22T23:32:00.004+08:00

Howdy, howdy, howdy!

Alright updates on this week

Highlights : Jk gave me a warning letter.

Yes, your eyes aren't playing any tricks on you

I really received a warning letter from him, not official though.

It's just a record for him to keep an eye on me.

He was saying he's so hesitant to give me the warning letter yada yada yada...

But in the end, he still did.

Oh anyway I told Mommy and Daddy about Jk
and they laughed a little about it.

I've been bitching about Jk to almost everyone,

so I guess Mommy and Daddy somehow expected something like that.

Well, whatever. I just got to buck up somehow.

I realise how much effort being put into work makes a difference.

*determined*

Qian got a new phone

her Andrew bought it for her. *pouts*

I'm sooooooo jealous!

It's purple and Sony Ericsson and flip phone.

Anywaaaaaaaaaay, work was fine today.

Just that the patients we had were slightly weirder than usual.

I miss Bestie

I miss Michelle Darling

I miss B

I miss Aaron Bestfriend

I miss Yvonne
I miss Nisha

I miss Dee

I miss Shim

I miss Renuka

I miss Miss Quek

I miss Angela

I miss Debz

I miss Alicia

I miss Liz

I miss G'dine

I miss Yingyi

I miss Kylie
I miss Shuying

I miss Regina

I miss Lenice

I miss Dom Buddy

I miss Tim Buddy

I miss Mag

I miss Janell

I miss Kerin

I miss Aaron kok

I miss Amy Cheng

I miss Ai Feng

I miss Huilin

I miss Joreen

I miss Xiu

My 'I-Miss' list is getting longer and longer :(

People, we got to meet! <3

2008-05-19T21:59:00.001+08:00

Apple of my eye, you know it. :)

I'm still tired, a day's rest isn't enough.

*grumbles*

And I didn't manage to catch Italy's match!

Can someone pleeeeeeeeeeeease tell me the results?

2008-05-18T13:52:00.000+08:00

I’ve seen the world with these two eyes.

A movie played inside my mind.
I’ve traveled the seas in half the time

Without ever leaving home.

I’ve spread my wings but didn’t fly

I’ve touched heaven, but I didn’t die

Had the chance to ask God why

Without ever receiving an answer.

I’ve count the stars and made to ten

Lost track and had to start again.

People laughed, but that’s how we make friends

Without ever knowing their name.

I’ve loved completely and watched them leave

I tell the story—some don’t believe

Let them go or did you flee?

Without seeing what tomorrow brings.

I’ve cried like I would never smile

Walked in darkness for half a mile

Saw the sun in the distance for a small while

Without ever feeling its rays.

I’ve walked the beaches—tasted the breeze

There was a time that I’ve felt free.

Touched my soul and let life be

Without any regrets to hold.

I’ve laughed until I could not breathe

Gasped for air and let people see

There’s so much more inside of me

Without speaking a word.

I’ve held the wonders of the earth

Experienced the beauty since my birth.

Moments made filled with mirth

Without spending a dime.

I’ve faced my fears with a stern face

Let them know that they knew their place.

Life is mine to feel safe

Without worrying what’s beyond the corner.

I’ve seen it all, yet know there’s more

Some steps I’ve relived before.

But I’ll keep walking across the floor

Without knowing where each step falls.

I know the dangers.

I know the cost

But I know my life is never lost.

So I’ll keep living with my unknown cause

Without asking for anything in return.

I’ll gain some friends—some memories, too

To myself, I vow to be true.

And I’ll push myself to make it through

Without giving myself the chance to fail.

This is life—it’s what you make it

Take it now, but please don’t break it.

Life does not come with a life time guarantee

It’s yours to take without knowing what it will be.

I just wanted to do some reflection on life, and I found this on deviantart.

It makes a lot of sense.

I've no idea why I'm feeling slightly moody right now.

Maybe due to the never ending pile of school work

and my new mates.

Everything's so different, and I know I just got to adapt to it. Somehow.

Going to school, still trying to get used to everything, to everyone

Maybe it's just because I'm still new in school and I don't really have extremely close friends

like those I had in secondary school.

Friends whom I know I can fall back on.

Ah, I just feel pretty alone now.

Alright, enough said on those stupid stuffs.

Well I went shopping with my beloved Sissy today

both of us bought 2 tube dresses each.

It's really pretty!

I bought one which looks like a beach dress, brown and flowery.

Which is so me. haha!

Went for manicure aftermath.

I decided to try a new colour this time,

it seems reeeeeeally interesting.

Yet, weird.

ooooooooooookay, I feel like baking.

The baking craze is back in me.

So I will bake either tomorrow or next saturday.

Scars - Papa Roach

2008-05-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

I'm growing fat soon, I think?

I've been eating ice cream everyday after school since 2 days ago.
I hope I don't grow very fat.

Went Heeren's to get Shannon and Jess darling's present with Jeremy and Marcus on Wednesday
tried on some clothes to see if it'll look good on Jess darling.

Andddddddddddddd, I felt that I looked fat. :(

Ah, whatever.

Anyway I met up with my dear Aaron Iu today :)

Sadly, I miss him already.

Did a little shopping and I'm still deciding if I should get a small bag or a top.

Should I just get both?

Bumped into Darling Michelle when I was on my way home just now

zomg girl, I miss you so much!

We'd better go out when your holidays start!

Didn't manage to see Bestie Bestit Low this week :(

everything was too rushed,

I didn't have the time to catch up with people.
Well actually, every week's like this.

I can't wait for the holidays to come by and so I'll have all the time to meet up with everyone.

I feel like having some chocolate chips right now.

okay random, anyway channel 5's gonna show an italy match tmr at 12.30am

I hope I'll have the energy to catch that match.

I wanna see Totti, Totti, Totti!

Alrighty, off to bed now peeeeeeeeepal!

Goody nighty to all! C:

2008-05-05T13:22:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling kinda unwell now, maybe it's just my sinus.
Been having it since... was it Thursday? Friday?
Ah, it doesn't really matter.
The main point is..... it's been dragging for daaaaaaaaaaaays.
And it makes me feel sick. :(

-

Church was great today, as always.
I love going to church nowadays
cos there's always a new touch from Him. :)

Mommy's down with fever,
brought her to Grace clinic earlier this afternoon.
Saw Cindy/Cyndi there
even Mommy and Daddy knows she's got SERIOUS problem with me since Sec3
conclusion : She's one loser. =.= stares at only my back, my backside. -.-

Anywaaaaaaaaaaay, I made my new pair of specs already!
Thank God the degree didn't increase, just that my focus point shifted.
I love my new pair of specs now, but I've got wait till this weekend for collection.
Spent quite a lot on it, thankfully I don't have to pay the full amount.
Daddy and Sissy are gonna fork out some amount too.
Thank you! :*

-

Alrighty, off to bed soon. Tomorrow's gonna be a loooooooooooong day, man!
Angela's coming back soon soon soon! :D
ehhhhhhhhh... isn't it tomorrow? Zomg. :D :D :D
Okok, goody nighty folks!

I 'moooooooo' you. :>

2008-05-02T12:48:00.000+08:00

Today I saw the trees by the road as lovely dancers.

Up till now I still can't understand why and how I was able to view it that way

it's really interesting.

I saw every tree as a dancer, each with an elegant pose

and I could visualise it all so well, so clear.

It may sound absurd and crazy but it was how I saw it

and it was just so amazing. :)

2008-04-21T13:36:00.000+08:00

alright, I promised Kerin to update this weekend.
so here I am!
yes yes, stressed/exhausted/excited/happy/agitated
a mixture of emotions.
don't ask me why.
somehow School Of Design in Nyp isn't like how I had expected it to be
I never knew I'll be filled with work everyday
which just keeps piling up everyday.
every Mondays, Tuesdays and Thursdays I'd be rushing to work straight from school
Wednesdays, Fridays and weekends are the time when I rush my assignments.
I have barely enough rest.
but I got to admit, I'm starting to like this stress.
because I've seen what it has done in me
(okay, forget about the mood swings due to stress.)
it actually has shown me who and what I am able to do.
as Siyun said, Juni unleashed the potential in me.
he may be gay-ish, super strict and awfully weird
but I finally understood that it all has a reason.
he doesn't ask you to erase your work and re-draw it when you're close to being done
for nothing
he does so so as to not confuse you.
then again... I still have to get used to him.
=.=

I'm kinda stuck on floor plan.
called up Ck for help but he couldn't help much through the phone.
sigh,
anyway Jessica darling, I'm done with the upside down angled horse!
hahahahahahahehehehehehohohohohoho!
I'm so happy, Juni better not ask me to redo it.
haha.

I miss Bestie Low
I miss Jessica Alba
I miss Nisha
I miss Dee
I miss Renuka
I miss Aaron tan
I miss Kerin
I miss Debz
I miss Yvonne
I miss Buddy Dom
I miss Kylie
I miss Elizabeth
I miss G'dine
I miss Michelle tan
I miss Rachel Sng
:(

abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz
I'm gonna wash up and turn in now.
goodnight to all!
xoxo

-

You are holy, worthy, holy is the lamb.
God you are so awesome.
thank you for Your sweet touch today
the tears I've cried was realisation of Your abundant love.
I love You, I love You, I love You.

2008-04-13T14:25:00.000+08:00

I still feel that life is like an open book

there's always something to be written,

something to be said or told everyday.

the very first page of the book;

that's when we are brought into this world.

the very last page;

the very last moment in our life.

the book is far more interesting than any ordinary book
about a life told and written.

consisting of lies, hatred, love, melancholy, euphoria

all in one.

is this the beauty of life?

2008-04-13T01:36:00.000+08:00

howdy folks!

I'm blogging lesser than usual nowadays.

I miss having inspirations/ideas all flowing in my mind

wonder where have all those been to.

haven't been having those inspirations ever since after O's.

*pout*

had high tea with Debz and Jill at Goodwood Park ytd

they have really lovely cakes there!

the cakes varies in size, taste as well as presentation.

really sweet!

good choice, Debz! :)

but well, high tea was really sinful ytd.

we just kept eating for about 2 hours?

I felt like a pig, I felt greedy, I felt fat.

the three of us started chatting about everything while eating

literally everything, I suppose?

boys, parents, science, cakes, sweet stuffs, gifts, age, accents, fats.

gee, it's really amazing how we can have many common topics

although I don't hang out with them that much.

and........ it's making me miss chilling out with them.

watched "The Other Boleyn Girl" with Sissy ytd

it was great.

made me miss studying pure literature hell lots.

I wanna go back to school and study pure literature once again!

alright back to the movie,

the money was well spent. definitely!

but if you've read the book,

the movie might not be as good. mainly because they cut out quite a number of scenes

although it's already a 2hr show.

but still, bravo bravo bravo. it is one of ze best movies I've ever watched.

lunch-ed with B today.
B bought Subway for me

hehehehe.... Cheese Steak! yummmmmmmmmmmmmmy

left for home aftermath.

although we spent little time together,

it was just well spent and lovely all together.

because it's you. :)

happy one year one month!

2008-04-06T13:38:00.000+08:00

alright I'm up here feeling happy again.

happy happy happy happy.

I am happy.

I finally bought my Esprit cap.

actually it isn't finally. I just found it and fell in love with it.

It's grey and pretty! (at least I feel it's pretty.)

I'm gonna get that Esprit wallet next.

muahahahahaaaaaaaaa...

alrighty, day was spent with my girls.

it was well spent, I should say.

we played at Mind Cafe.

almost lost my voice, but whatever, we had fun.

*gives a wide smile*

Happy Birthday, Geraldine Neo! :)

andddddddd... cheer up, Liz! :*

one thing that kinda made my day suck was Cafe Cartel's food.

what I had, tasted awful. really awful.

maybe it's just my luck today that the food's kinda bad.

I really wonder how's Michelle,

haven't been hearing from her for so long.

the last time was during 1st april?

actually, not really.

ah, I don't know.

Brother's birthday is tomorrow.
tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow, yay!

I shall disturb him hell lot tomorrow.

and yay, I can see my beloved baby cousin again!

better get to bed now, church tomorrow.

attended the chinese service last week,

it was really interesting although I had a little hard time trying to understand.

can't wait for church tomorrow.

goody nighty to all! :)

You're the sweetest, you know it. :D

Justice D.A.N.C.E

2008-04-05T05:07:00.000+08:00

I'm back, feeling alright now.

no, I should say it's much better than alright.

orientation's great, Jessica and Caroline's ze best.

what can I say, sdn's totally awesome. :)

I'm still cracking my brains to think of what to get for Debz

actually I do know but I haven't had the time to go about preparing it.

never mind, for her I shall find time. lol.

so many close friends are celebrating their 18's this year

and I wanna give all of them something special.

that explains the lack of brain juices now. :(

ah anyway I lost my train of thoughts.

how great, I thought I could blog something looooong today.

*pout*

Michelle tan, where the heck have you mia-ed? >:(

Bestie low, you too. so bad worrshhzxzx :(

2008-04-01T03:27:00.000+08:00

maybe love isn't as easy as abc.
abc doesn't make one cry.
:(

I hope I'll be fine soon.

2008-03-15T14:19:00.000+08:00

Kylie's birthday

I'm burnt, roasted, chao da, red.

whatever you want to call it.

cycled with my girls from mac's to bedok getty and back.

man, it was tiring yet fun.

just that... I'm aching all over now.

esp my legs.

I'm reminded of the days we used to train for pft.

when our legs would hurt so much by just climbing up and down the school stairs.

ah nostalgia!

anyway I'm not only burnt and aching all over,

I'm blessed with injuries.

hands, arms, legs, waist.

and my two fake nails dropped out!

I was devastated, seriously!

had Subway with the girls

I had my all time fav Cheese Steak once again!!!

gosh it really tastes heavenly

esp with the chipotle southwest and red wine.

pool-ed aftermath,

the girls got hooked on pool.

and they were getting a hang of it, really!

left for home at around 6pm.

all of us were too tired and feeling too sticky to want to dine for dinner together

so we took the long bus trip home where we just literally kept quite quiet

cos we were too tired for exchanging of conversations.

shopping with Sissy tomorrow.

I don't know how am I going to shop with my legs aching!

hopefully it'll be better tomorrow.

alrighty, that's all for today.

Happy birthday, Kylie Seah! we love you! :D

goodynighty peeeeeeeeeeeeeepaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal!

B's Love. :)

Che'Nelle - I Fell In Love With The DJ

2008-03-13T13:45:00.000+08:00

alrighty, I haven't been blogging for quite some time now.

been too caught up with work/shopping/catching ups.. etc.

and yes, I'm back with pictures and a long post! (I think?)

well most importantly...

Happy One Year to B! :>

*hugs&kisses*

happyhappyhappyhappyhappy.

couldn't be any happier!

updates!

alright I know all these were supposed to be posted long ago

but I've been mia-ing from blogger for long.

so here goes, bear with me it'll just be brief.

one week ago, Mich darling's birthday

met up with Darling, passed her the spongebob file/alcohol&stuffs.

ketchup-ed, camwhored.

had a lovely time with her :)

I miss you Darling!

Weiqian.

I promised her to blog about her.

well that girl's so sweet.

she bought me two very sweet doughnuts last week

they taste really good, really sweet!

I love you, Oke Weiqian! :)

*hugs*

10&11March08

these two days were spent with my dear Debz.

out to town to shop and ketchup and eat.

but I couldn't buy much

cos I've promised B not to shop for clothes anymore.

but it's nice enough to company that girl do crazy shopping.

at least she's got what she wants. :D

yesterday
went for medical checkup and x-ray with Kylie.
we reached there real early
but there was still a long queue.
and we spent 4hours there for everything to be done!
actually it's just me.
Kylie had hers done very quickly
while I had to keep waiting.
no idea why. but that girl's so nice,
companied me all the way.
love you big time, Kylie!

today

finally! well.... day was well spent with Bestit Lowlowlowlowlow.

hahahaha. I'm still kinda hooked on "low" =.=

companied Bestit for her medical checkup

went to take our id photos aftermath.

and we had Subway!

ah it's been sooooo long. *nostalgic*

;)

to round it off

today's a great day, everything's great.

actually almost everyday's great to me.

I'm happyhappyhappyhappyhappyhappy

and the happy goes on to infinite!

alright alright, I'd better cut it out.

I'm sounding like a kid already.

off to bed I go now! goody nighty to all!

2008-03-09T15:12:00.000+08:00

day out spent w B

B was late as usual! *pouts*

but because of this......

I let B off for today. hehe!
watched "Leap Years" with B
it's quite an interesting story. touching scenes, but nah I didn't cry nor even tear.
the cinema was very cold
B and I just kept complaining our hands were cold.
but well, today was well spent with my beloved. :)

pasta mania with Sissy for dinner aftermath
I've been eating quite a lot of pasta mania's food recently.
I hope I don't get fatfatfatfatfatfatfat!

my nyp enrolment letter is finally here
there's so many forms to be filled up
and we've got to go through medical checkups and stuffs.
I'm quite anticipating what's coming up next yet nervous and scared as well :/

came across this while walking around jeight today and I'd like to share it.
it makes a lot of sense, I swear.
so here goes.......

God has not promised skies which are always blue,
flower-strewn pathways all our lives through;
God has not promised sun without rain,
joy without sorrow,
peace without pain.

But God has promised strength for the day,
rest for the labor,
light for the way,
grace for the trials,
help from above,
unfailing sympathy,
undying love.
-Kristone

after reading it, I felt that it really makes sense.
it all did.
and I realised the reason why God didn't promise us skies which will not always remain blue,
flower-strewn pathways throughout our lives,
sun without rain, joy without sorrow
and peace without pain.
why? because He loves us so much.
and by not promising us all these, He know He'll make us stronger.
& it is through all these, eventually we get to realise how awesome He is, how much He really loves us while we always take Him for granted.

I hope this makes sense to you too. :)

anyway I got to go now,
I've got church service tomorrow morning.
I've got pictures to upload, so stay tuned once again!
hohohohoho
goody night folks!

Happy early birthday to Buddy T!
you're seventeen already, you ass! hahahaha!
I know I'm a few minutes early. but still.......
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :D

Miss appears the most time instead of Love.

2008-03-02T15:46:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE republic poly's new media.

HELLO nanyang poly's space and interior design.

I know you're MINE, all along.

thank you, Papa! You never fail to answer my little prayers.

finally met up with my girls ytd

went shopping and I ended up buying the most

(again)

someone please control my spending?

sigh.

I bought a new Batman tee,

really looks awesome.

I love that shop. I even took down their address and website.

"The Black Rose" that's the one.

way cool, seriously.

church-ed ytd as well

ketchup-ed with my dear Debz (like finally)

anyway it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

hmm....

met up with A today.

happy happy happy

I miss you already. *pouts*

went to vivo city to see Singapore Poly Design School's graduating exhibit

their interior design preparation still confuse me

but the structure just amazed me, totally.

watched "L" with Sissy just now at jeight gv

the show's really loooooooong!

took about 2 hours?

it's really nice but the ending's sad

cos L still dies. :(

alrighty, I'm off to do my stuffs online now.

goodnight to all! :)

Fall For You - Secondhand Serenade

2008-02-29T06:18:00.000+08:00

Girls' day out at the Zoooooooooooooooooo
hello! updates on my zoo trip with girlfriends.
it was great, totally. although it was tiring and we spent the whole day at the zoo.
And we spent a lot of money, seriously!
all four of us went there with wallets filled with notes,
came back with one or two notes.
we splurged on drinks, food, Ben&Jerry's, pictures.. etc.
worse thing was, I had work after that.
but it didn't totally suck because I had my dear Weiqian. :)
I love that girl and I wish she'd really stop smoking her life away.
alrighty, I've got pictures to share.
enjoy!

alrighy, I've got work later.

so I'm gonna watch my Heroes season 2 now

then head to bed for a nap before work.

good day to all! :)

Vulnerable.

2008-02-25T14:39:00.000+08:00

Sooma coffeehouse

here's an awesome chill out place that I wanna recommend,

and a place where you'll want to recommend as well!

the place is really reeeeeeeeeally pretty

the service there is really good,

bubbly and friendly waiters and waitresses.

and the ambience there is perfect for chilling out

as well as catching up with friends.

here are a few pictures Bestie took when we were there.

enjoy!

you guys should really check it out!
it's located at Nankin Row @ China Square Central.
3 Pickering Street #01-04
know why I got so much details of it?
because I got their name card! muahahhahahahaha...

alrighty, off to bed I go now.
goody nighty to all! :)

2008-02-25T14:26:00.000+08:00

met up with both Rach and Aiby ytd
but both at different timing.
finally got to catch up with my dear Rachel Sng!
and yes, Jasper Sng as well.
that girl should be back in bkk now
I'm starting to miss her already!
*pouts real hard*
oh and yes, I finally bought my graphite pencil from Art Friend ytd!
it costs only 9 bucks plus, close to ten bucks.
and it's reeeeally pretty!
yay, so hopefully I can start drawing much better with this!
:D

-

Trinity was great, awesome. really.
worship and all.
love it there. hohohohoho...
might be going tgt w Nat next week
so she can bring me around.
can't wait, can't wait.

-

Zoo with my beloved girlfriends tmr!
finally, a day when all four of us are free
except for Shim, busy working her airport job.
roarroarroar.
I hope I'll be able to wake up in time
since I sleep a lot. :/

2008-02-23T14:44:00.000+08:00

home alone isn't that bad, after all!

it's like, phone calls, msn, teevee, food.

all kept me accompanied.

so yessssss, I survived being home alone tonight!

thumbs uuuuuuuuuuuup!
although it made me really frustrated at first

upon knowing that I'm gonna spend my whole day home

and that I'll be alone for the evening and esp dinner!

I should learn to be more dependant on myself now.

I should, I must, I will.

ah well anyway, I was pissed off by Someone.

bloody b- viewed me in friendster.

bitched about her attitude towards me, to Liz just down.

she doesn't deserve what's given to her.

ah, it all seems too corrupted to me now.

I wanna leave.

event work tomorrow, 9am to 12pm.

bet the timing will be delayed, as usual.

haha. but as long as I get to work for events,

I'm happy. :)

Rach is back, hopefully I'll get to meet up with her tmr.

hopefully after work or something,

gotta discuss with Aiby as well.

cause she's gonna fly off this Sunday again. :(

Aiby, I'm sorry. always upsetting you.

sigh!

*hugs&kisses*

2008-02-22T15:53:00.000+08:00

get well soon, my dear gem :)

and cheer up, always remember that you are special.

alright?

a gem, so simple but stands out from every other thing.

thank you for meeting up with me today

and shopping for you-know-what with me.

heehee..

I love you! *hughughugs*

2008-02-20T06:52:00.000+08:00

crème de la crème. :)
alrighty, as I've promised... Pictures! :D

that was brought to you by Muthu-Steffi and Muthu-Shann.

;)

and to my beloved Bestie/Bestit Low, I love you so much!

thank you for always being here for me these 10/11 years!

may our friendship continue to blossom, ai si ni worrshhzxzxzx!

XOXOXOXOXO

heehee!

ah, work tonight again.

Daryl dropped by ytd, how nice of him.

hohoho, but I was busy.

hopefully work's better tonight.
good day to all!

adios!

Goodbye - Secondhand Serenade.

2008-02-19T08:49:00.000+08:00

Oh, Love.

I came across this while surfing,
and it really makes my heart feel warm.
it makes sense, and it's so cute!
it a survey, asking kids their definition of Love.

"When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca - age 8

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy - age 4

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen," Bobby - age 7

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore,"
Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody. You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine - age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."
Jessica - age 6

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

my day was brightened upon reading this, and yet it upsets me as well
where has all these love gone to?
these kids are lovely, naive, pure, ignorant.
we were like these as well,
what caused us to be this way?
hatred, anger, jealousy.

Oh, how I wish I could be a kid once again.
if only the world bore this love that these kids possess.

2008-02-17T04:11:00.000+08:00

sitting in front of the computer

with crossed legs, munching on Smith's cheese & onion.

gawd, I don't know why it feels so heavenly.

is it because Smith's is really nice

or just that I haven't been snacking for too long?

ah, I've been thinking about Murray mints the whole day now.

I have no idea why, seriously!

Sissy will be back today!

I can't wait. :D

you promised you won't get drunk

but what happened?

seems like you broke the promise

and showed me that you can't stick to your word.

It's not over - Secondhand serenade.

2008-02-15T16:11:00.000+08:00

ytd's interview was quite good.
the lecturers seemed impressed
and they persuaded me to appeal for visual comm
instead of interior design.
when visual comm's cut off point is like, 15?!
okayokay, continue praying for God's will to be done in this matter.

my cloud nine mood was ruined by an unreasonable indian patient ytd.
friggin pissed me off.
I swear I would have punched him right in the face if we weren't in the clinic.
pffffft!

anyway I gave Mich Darling, Weiqian and Kerin their v'day presents ytd
Mich Darling gave me the muffins,
it taste good, really.
yummmmmmmmmmmmmm........
ah well, it was the first thing I had for the whole of ytd.

Weiqian was very surprised as well as touched.
ahhahahah!
had dinner/supper w her after work
that stupid girl just has to fag before eating =.=
but at least she's quitting, soon.
so yep, <3

-

was supposed to meet up w Debz today to pass her
her v'day gift, catch up and buy 'stuffs'. *winks*
but she flew my aeroplane,
so I went to company Bestit since she was working
and I had orginally planned to visit her
to pass her the gift.
and so....... in the end, Bestit companied me to get 'stuff''
instead of my dear Debz.
it looks really nice, even I want it for myself.
heehee!

supper-ed w Bestit just now,
ketchup-ed, took lots of random retarded pictures
and laughed hell a lot.
stupid flying roach chased us away,
so we went home close to eleven.
muahahahha...
my blog entry is so detailed today..
:p

alrighty, meeting Aiby tmr.
gotta "bai nian" :l
i'm scared, shy.
but I can't wait to meet up w Aiby.
teehee!
<3

pictures to be uploaded soon!
so stay tuned! :)

2008-02-14T14:27:00.000+08:00

been pretty stressed up lately
because of my port folio preparation.
lost appetite and stuffs.
please do pray for me tmr,
I want to be accepted in so badly!
ah, will be spending Valentine's alone.
still need to go out to get my chicks and hunks gifts
by myself :(
have no idea what to get though.

anyway Kerin's such a sweetie pie,
she bugged me to go downstairs
and she didn't want to say why.
in the end, she gave me cookies she baked
freshly baked!
soooooo sweet! and it taste really yummy!
so after that we ended up having heart to heart talk downstairs
hahahaha!
<3

-

off to bed, I go!
gotta wake up early for the art exam and interview tmr.
goooooooooooooooodnight peeeeeeeeeeeepaaaaaaaaal!

I'd do anything just to hold you in my arms.

2008-02-12T14:50:00.000+08:00

worked from8.30am to 3.30pm today,

there were 81 patients.

gawd, Xiu and I almost fainted!

everything was a mess,

and we couldn't eat. :(

left my poor tummy growling for hours!

ah well, at least I received good news while working.

Nyp called and said I've got a drawing test on this thursday.

14 feb, yes........ Valentine's day.

smacked right on that date!

but anyway, I've got no one to celebrate with.

back to the test, if I pass it

I'll still have to go through another round of interview.

so people, please pray for me!

thank you :)

-

was supposed to have supper with Weiqian,
but her mommy came to pick her up.
can't wait to bitch with her soon.
still waiting for that stupid girl to call me
she said she'll call me when she's home.
roarroarroar.

-

anyway, I'm gonna change layout soon.
yes, when I don't feel that lazy.
goodnight peeeeepaaaaaaaaal!

2008-02-06T15:46:00.000+08:00

when you talk to me

I swear the whole world stops

You're my sweetheart and

I'm so glad that you're mine

You are one of a kind

2008-02-06T09:33:00.000+08:00

I finally had my manicure!
woke up slightly earlier than usual,
called up Bestie and made her company me down to jeight
to see if there were any slots.
and boy, was I blessed! thank God!
there was a slot just for me! :)

work tonight w Weiqian, yay!
I so love that girl. :)

-

brief summary of yesterday!

shopping w Bestie yesterday
Zenith and Brendon met up w us half way
for a while, then off they went. =.=
city hall, crazy shopping w Brother aftermath.
sent Bestie home then came back on my own.
it was exhausting yet a fulfilling shopping trip.
alrighty, off to work I go.
good day to all!

I'll be there by Escape Club

2008-02-03T14:42:00.000+08:00

oh oh oh, and I forgot to add
there are so many nice movies coming up soon.
I can't wait to catch all of them.
so id you're bored and wanna do smth....
here are some links to the trailers,
enjoy! :D

Meet The Spartans
http://www.apple.com/trailers/fox/meetthespartans/trailera/
you should watch this, really hilarious. (esp the brit's part)
super cheesy show. hehehe!

You Don't Mess With The Zohan
http://www.apple.com/trailers/sony_pictures/youdontmesswiththezohan/medium.html
alright, this is ze best. really! :)

Over Her Dead Body
http://www.apple.com/trailers/newline/overherdeadbody/medium.html
yet another cheesy show.

The Hottie And The Nottie
http://www.apple.com/trailers/independent/thehottieandthenottie/trailer1/
Paris Hilton's one of the main characters.
I swear she look quite hot in here, bet they did lots of editing.
haha!

2008-02-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

I've got eye infection! :(
went to Bishan Grace's right when I felt that smth was wrong
feels weird going there to consult the doctor instead of working.
anyway I brushed my teeth twice this morning!
it's so clean! :D
*shows teeth*

ah well, although I was made to apply the eye drop every 2hourly
and the eye ointment every 4hourly,
I was pampered by Sissy today.
having lunch at tcc, ordering a lot.
I swear it was super filling!
then ice cream from the japanese restaurant.
ah, so worth being unwell! teehee.
anyway I'm looking for a place to do manicure
everywhere's packed today :(
and Darling Mich didn't reply moiizxzxzx........

I stepped on this bitchy girl's feet just now
I apologised already yet she gl me
saying, "I just did my nails!"
like wtf, you just did your nails,
so why did you stand so close behind me
are you crazy!
and what'd she expect me to do.
=.=
I'm pissed enough that I can't even find a proper place to do my nails.
urgh.
stupid girl.

2008-02-02T15:19:00.000+08:00

Time for God.

2008-02-01T04:52:00.000+08:00

woke up real early to give Dee a surprise w the girls ytd

everything turned out well :)

watched the mist at amk hub aftermath

it's a really retarded show w no meaning

although the story was written by Stephen King(who I really admire).

I was literally swearing throughout the whole movie.

waste of my monaye and time

I think 27 dresses would be so much better.

met up w Mich darling ytd

lunch, catch up(s) and bitching.

anyway I'm over at granny's place now
cos there's maintenance and there's hell no electricity at home!
dammit.

whine up.

2008-01-22T04:37:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired, had work for 2 whole days.
but at least the starhub roadshow event
was a success and it was a really great experience.
it was a better experience than the khiel's one(my first event)
mainly because we got to be so close to the 6 hk stars.
it was amazing, really!
the first day, I gave the bouquet to Kevin
the second day, I gave the bouquet to Bobby.
hehehehehehehe...
well anyway I made a lot of friends, guys and girls
all really great people.
but the fans are scary, really crazy over their idols.
:o
I have a few pictures, shall upload it up soon
'cos currently there's something wrong with my cable.

to Michelle, Steffi and Elizabeth : See, you girls should have accepted my request when I asked if you wanted to be part of the event this time. And yes, meet up soon? I miss you girls! <3

-

feeling kinda effed up right now.
I don't know why, maybe due to the lack of sleep.
or maybe because the olevel results will be out on thursday
and I don't know how it'll turn out.
I'm just feeling dispirited.
so I'm off now, good day to all.

it seems like I've hurt you a lot
without me even knowing.
'cos all the time, I've been either too busy or maybe too ignorant
I left you struggling on your own.
I'm sorry
heart's aching once again.
I love you.

2008-01-12T14:54:00.000+08:00

this was what I had for dinner tonight! :D

uhhhh.. dinper, to be exact.

=.=

work was crazy today, I swear!

and I'm exhausted.

roar.

2008-01-12T08:38:00.000+08:00

went to tp's open house with
Geraleine, Mag, Guo Jinn and Leonard ytd.
their interior design course is together with their architecture course
like wtf?
I don't want architecture.
I don't rmb it being together last year.

well anyway, we went to the school of business aftermath
for, I don't know what too?
maybe 'cos all of us wanted to see
if there really were lots of hot girls there.
friggin wasted our time there,
the girls there are not exactly very very hot.
I was disappointed.
fwah!
and because we went in,
we saw the retail shop(1st avenue)
and we went in.....
and I bought a brown bag. =.=
okayokay, temptations.
I seriously couldn't resist
I think the bag's pretty!
but Geraleine and Mag thinks it's a little minna
and my siblings felt that it looks old.
:(
tell me smth nice, someone.

I've got work later.
yay?
I'm so tired.
I had bible study at11.30am, supposedly.
but I reached church only at around, 12pm?
headed home for lunch aftermath
and I did chores w Mommy.
laundry and windows.
say I'm good today! :)
alrighty, think I'd better get some sleep now
since it's too early for dinner.
maybe I'd just grab a bread or smth light for dinner
cos work's at 6pm to 9pm.
goodnight(early) to all!

Can we bring yesterday back around

2008-01-08T14:42:00.000+08:00

I'm having sore throat and slight flu.
Bestit said I was running a slight fever when we were in sch
:(
anyway my day was spent with my lovelyyyyyyyyyy.....
Bestit Low! <3
looked for Miss Quek and catch up with her
gonna head back to sch tmr to do up my port folio.

Aiby's been nagging and nagging
and nagging the whole day
-.-
drink more water, rest early, no fried food......
yadayadayada.......
so naggy, tsktsktsk

-

I really didn't know how to react to what you said.
I'm sorry I changed topic,
I was at a lost for words.

2008-01-06T08:22:00.000+08:00

I'm fine now, at least feeling better
and less crazy.
but still a little paranoid now and then.
work was fine today
had a medicine test/exam after work
and I passed! :)
doctor's satisfied with my performance so
she says she'll start to give me
commissions the next time I work.
oh goodie, hehehehehehehehehehe.
Browy dropped by with girlfriend
to disturb me at work
he's such an ass hole. -.-

-

I'll hold your hand and walk this path with you,
I'll keep to our pact.

You leave me breathless
You're everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can't believe that you're mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you're leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I'm thankful for the life we've made

2008-01-05T14:31:00.000+08:00

what is wrong with you, Shann?

what the hell is wrong?

aren't you supposed to be feeling fine already?

he has told you to trust him,
told you everything that you should know.

what else is there to be upset and unease about?

I don't know what's wrong with me, really.

I think I'm going crazy.

shoot me now, someone.

I'm way too demanding and way too weak.

demanding for too much love.

I don't know why this time I've fallen

and it's so so tough trying to pick myself up.

it's not as though it's something really serious

why is it so tough this time round?

it's not the first time this has haunt me.

why......

this feeling is effed up.

I don't want to cry myself to sleep again.

I hope it won't affect my work again tmr.

2008-01-05T09:09:00.000+08:00

made a lot of mistakes at work today

I almost gave the wrong medicine to the patient,

I took the wrong patient's card,

and I forgot to collect a payment.

I was distracted.

bothered with something I just didn't want to think about.

my feelings.

tears welled up in my eyes again

as you talked to me

about this fear.

you knew the words to say,

you always do.

I love you.

2008-01-04T13:58:00.000+08:00

because of this insecurity
because of the way my emotions go
tears were inevitable.
it just rolled down uncontrollably.
my heart literally broke,
piercingly pain.
heart aches over heart aches,
my mind must be fooling with me.
causing so much distress in me,
it's haunting me once again
this paranoia.

call me sensitive.

-

whatever, don't bother about me.
I'll be fine.
don't ask, I'm just being foolish
feeling this way.
I know it isn't what I feel it is.
or is it?

-

tears, I've shed, I've cried.
but what's the point?
I should stop wallowing in self pity.
I finally brought myself to face it and admit
that I'm weak.
but I got to stand firm and be strong.
I will.

2008-01-04T10:40:00.000+08:00

changed blog song,
don't know if it's music to your ears or just noise.
but I just find the song really catchy and nice.
hmm.... but might not suit being put in my blog uh?

-

met up with my dear owl Michelle after work today
went to deposit my pay, bubble tea and 'ketchups'
it was love :)
we shall meet up more, y' know!

came home after sending the owl home
and talked to Aiby for a while.
went to sleep aftermath
but got woken up twice by Mommy!
so I decided to stop sleeping
-.-
roar.
and stupid Best tit low flew my aeroplane todayzxzxzx
baddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

-

I'm soooooo hungry now
I had breakfast and lunch as a meal.
and I ate that meal at 11am.
cos I thought I'll be meeting Best tit low for late lunch.
=.=
Steffi Low, you owe me big time! >:(
lol.

2008-01-02T12:05:00.000+08:00

met up w Aiby ytd
then dinner w family at sushi restaurant,
church aftermath.
wasn't what I had expected.
but I enjoyed my day yesterday, really.
wasn't because of church, obviously. -.-
Aiby's one of the big reason :)
celebration after church service was best.
had lots of laugh
reached home at ard two plus, close to three
tiring yet pretty memorable.

Jo slept over ytd,
fun.
alright, just a brief overview of ytd.

I'll miss Aiby :(

2007-12-31T14:58:00.000+08:00

I injured my left feet today
pain, pain, pain :(
Mommy's fault!
actually, not. it was my clumsiness.
it hurts when I put force on this lefty, I think?

meeting Aiby tmr, plans aren't confirmed though.
should be gg church in the night for watchnight service
countdown for the new year.

finally I'm catching up on Heroes
I totally stopped this june at ep8?
all thanks to prelims and o level.
so now I'm catching up.
and I'm crazy about Heroes
"I come in peace :D"

2007-12-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

met up w Bestie ytd,

passed her the ring and gingerbread man. :)

I missed my Best tit low so muchieeeeee!

haha.

lunch at Aiby's ytd

I was made to try vegetarian mutton?

eeeeeeee.... I still didn't like the taste even though it's just flour.

I'm so not a meat lover.

Michelle tan, you better call me up soon and meet up w me.

bet you zonked out after the night before's clubbing

so you must have forgotten about our date.

supposedly.

roar!

stupid brother of mine made me bake for his company ytd

I baked till 2am

my eyelids were so heavy already yet I still had to continue baking.

that ass hole only came back at around 11pm, close to 12 to help out

how heartless.

but thank God I had my beauty sleep till 12plus today.
hehehehehehe...

2007-12-26T14:35:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas to all :)
my christmas was spent w Sissy and Jo.
had fun, really.
<3

was in town w Eugene, Sissy and Browy on christmas eve
Buddy D. invited me to join him & guys but I didn't
firstly, it'll be weird.
secondly, I already made plans w Sissy and Eugene.
thirdly, Aiby would kill me. lol.
town was friggin packed w pple.
we were literally squeezing our way through
squashed and I felt effed up.
I tip toed and tried breathing some fresh air.
but to no avail.
cos those banglahs seriously have a kind of smell
it's not being prejudiced
but the smell is really intolerable!
and I was trying to prevent my black pepper chicken spagetti,
from coming out of my mouth.
the whole feeling just sucked.
sucked big time.
and so obviously, I started shouted
being rowdy. shouted for the stupid crowd to move and stuffs.
haha
and to Eugene, do not feel bad.
cos it wasn't your fault.
it was the stupid foreigners
esp those cheena freaks and ahbengs and some other retard asses
playing the stupid bloody spray.
end it off, it was a super packed night but an experiencing one.

-

out w Cousin and Aiby tmr.
Cousin wants to highlight her hair
she claims that it was my fault,
and that I tempted her to do so.
lalalalalalalalalalalalala............
so gonna company Cousin do her hair, shop & dinner.
yay, gonna see Aiby tmr. :D

-

Best tit low, you better meet up w me soon!
this is a warning.
roar.

-
pictures to be uploaded the next entry, if I don't forget? :)

2007-12-21T14:35:00.000+08:00

out w Daddy and Mommy the whole of today
I bet Santa will tell me
"Shann, you've been a reeeeeeaaaaaaally good girl this year. You can have all the things you want."
muahahahaha

anyway Bestie flew my aeroplane today!
>:(
she cancelled out on me, Daddy and Mommy for dinner tonight.
rawr!
you owe us big time, Bestie.

Browy was fooling ard agn today
then I played along "I'm gonna have a B.F!"
and we just kept laughing non-stop.
hilarious, totally.
actually the whole family was just being crazy today
except for Daddy cos he had a pretty bad headache.

2007-12-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

I finally highlighted my hair
and of cos, a new haircut.
not exactly a new look, but it's neater
I suppose? lol.
I spent about 4 friggin' hours at Kimage school of hairdessing doing my haircut then highlight.
by three different people.
my ass ached and I almost dozed off.
okay... I was just kidding about my ass aching.
but well, it was worth my time.
it's good, really.
if you wanna have cheap yet reliable and professional work done on your hair,
that's the place.
I spent about 45bucks on highlight and haircut.
really worth the monaye
cheap, cheap, cheap :)
( uh okay enough, I'm starting to sound auntie -.- )

did shopping w Browy aftermath,
we were crazy-ing ard throughout.
Browy's childish and crazy.
-.-
but really, he's a joy to all. :)

oh and did I mention,
Aiby's back!
I'm a happy girl now.
3 weeks seemed like forever, seriously.
thank you all who have been with me the past 3 weeks.
lovely people, <3

2007-12-19T14:42:00.000+08:00

met up with Kerin for a short while under our block just now
she's such a sweetie.
because she knows I haven't been feeling good these days,
she bought me a marshmallow candy lolly.
haha!
she says that's to fill me up and not feel empty.
Kerin, you're such a sweetie. and I love you so much!
the candy lolly definitely brightened up my day.
*hugs&kisses

yay, Aiby's coming back soon.
I'll be a happy girl once Aiby's back.
:)

2007-12-19T04:40:00.000+08:00

still not good.

not okay

not okay.

I'll get over this gush, soon.

don't ask, just don't.

I'm finally highlighting my hair tmr.

I'm gonna be broke after Christmas

but who cares I'm sick of just one shade of colour on my hair.

2007-12-18T14:15:00.000+08:00

my girls made me spend monaye today!
rawr!
we went shopping,
doing crazy shopping from shop to shop.
boy, was it tiring!
and I finally bought a grey skinny
and I bought it for 35bucks.
considered cheap?
the design's good.
the kind that I like.
blahblahblah.............. no more shopping for Shann Shann!
:(

-

feeling kinda fucked up right now.
don't ask.

2007-12-18T04:06:00.000+08:00

You are my baby love my baby love
you make the sun come up
ohh boy (ohh boy)
you're my every everything that i could ever dream of
You are my baby love my baby love
you make the sun come up
ohh boy (ohh boy)
you're my every every every everything

2007-12-18T02:53:00.000+08:00

went shopping w Bestie ytd
bought Liz's present and two print tees.
it's sooooo cute
overall I was just satisfied w the tees.

went to the chalet aftermath
played pool, and I played darn badly.
:(
went home and got ignored by Dad and Mom
cos I went home later than promised.
but whatever, I just needed sleep badly.
not attention.

meeting up w my girls today,
gonna celebrate Liz's birthday.
it's been so long since I met up w them
<3 oh and yes, I've got the clinic job. the doc texted me ytd afternoon, finallyyyyyyyyyyy, a job. to Michelle and all my fellow mates : meet up! where the hell are you pple?! pft.

I'm slowly spending my pay away
please tell me to stop spending monaye!

maybe I really shouldn't care so much,
just like he said.
I have no right to.

2007-12-15T08:10:00.000+08:00

watched Alvin and the chipmunks
w Bestie and gays ytd.
the show was great, really.
I love Theodor, the fattest, the dumbest and the cutest!
:)

went town to meet Sissy, Eugene and Jo.
my train journey to town alone,
was reeeeeeeeally interesting.
it's a long story and I've repeated it umpteen times now
so I shall not elaborate on it.
went town and shopped,
I spent my first pay(trial pay).
spent it all, I'm sad but thank God I still have the event's pay.

roamed ard town,
finally went to heeren where I bumped into Roy.
then I was told that the others were inside heeren
and so I went to look for them
and Gary was there.
like zomg, I was shocked. really.
and alright, the usual smile.
blahblahblah, yadayadayadayada.......
to end it off, I reached home at like, 1am?
=.=

oh and yes, Khiel's lip balm is really good.
girls, you should try it!
definitely the best I've ever tried.
it's really lasting,
esp if you've got cracked lips or whatsoever.
the lip balm is so worth your monaye! ;)
(actually guys can try it too)

I'm so in love w a particular Gucci bag now.
and when I told Browy about it,
he says he's gonna get it for himself.
idiot, fucktard.
cos he insists that it's for men.
whatever it is, I want it.
it's not because of the brand,
it's because the design and material seems real good.
rawr.

alright, today's post is random is full of rubbish.
good day to all.

I'll show you, I don't need a man like you.

2007-12-14T13:20:00.000+08:00

changed blog song, once again!
felt that the prvious one was a little too emo, you see.
oh yes, i seeeeeeeeee.
=.=
alright, I'm just plain bored.
I think the guys are starting to know that
I find Gary cute
rawr.
forget it, I doubt I'll ever work w them again.
although I almost got to, for tmr.
whatever, seriously
haha!

I wanna go out, out, out.
any one wants to go ooooooooooout?

2007-12-14T03:43:00.000+08:00

trial at grace clinic ytd
it was allllllllllllllright.
I washed off my nail polish cos it was chipping off
how sad! :(
I want more new colours!

just received a khiel's black and white e-mail
and my name is written as Shann Lim!
since when did I become a Lim?!!
roar.

not working at Khiel's tmr already.
bleah.
no fun being popcorn girl! :<
my pay's w Browy
I'm so excited.
I need to highlight my hair soooo badly.
and I don't know what colour and which salon to go.
Mommy and Daddy wants me to try Kimage though.
any suggestions, people?

I miss Aiby, :(
ytd was 9mths.

2007-12-11T06:43:00.000+08:00

thank God my event job is over.

been having little sleep the past 3 nights

work was tiring but it was a great experience and joy.

alright, brief summary & pics on the 3 days. :)

Day 1

the whole day was rushed.

the media made me nervous

Hosanne is sooooo cute, I shall say.

hahahahahaha

most were channel 5 artists.

drank white wine,

it tasted heavenly.

and met mr cute :)

Day 2

everything went on smoothly,

the kids were great.

it was tiring cos the kids came in all at the same time.

there were 2 really wild kids,

tried to kiss Pei ying and I.

and were biting/pulling/screaming at the guys

had to pull them back to their seats.

and finally talked to mr cute :)

Day 3
got sick of kids,

felt like a babysitter.

changed roles w the popcorn girl

and did the popcorns.

it's such a thrill to do the popcorns :D

saw nian jie.

it was the last day,

so we took lots of pictures.

mr cute kept smiling :)

Fat ass calledlast night,

woke me up.

talked to him for quite a while
throughout the whole phone call,

it was mainly filled silence.

it was different.

I seriously have no idea why.

I insisted in hanging up,

while he insisted on not hanging up.

showed him attitude over the phone

and finally hung up.

thanks to that, I guess he's mad at me now.

sigh.

ytd just wasn't a very good day for me.

2007-12-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

pool-ed at Bestie father's club ytd

w Bestie and Aaron.

I can't believe we pool-ed

for straight 4 hours.

went drinking w Bestie after cabbing back to Bishan

while Aaron headed to work.

both of us went high,

and my face was bloody red.

had heart-to-heart talk w Bestie,

it's been long. I missed her so much!

reached home at ard 9 plus?

Mommy was disturbing Bestie about her hair, -.-

meano.

Fat Ass called and woke me up at 1am.

woke up, called him back

and he hung up.

texted him, he didn't reply.

boy, am I worried!

is the quarrel that serious?

if only I was of help

if only I hadn't hung up when he called at 1am.

sigh!

work today, at tampines mall.

I'll be helping out w tee-shirt designs

assisting the media.

helping the media today.

wish me luck.

don't want to look like a fool in front of those celebs.

2007-12-06T03:20:00.000+08:00

why are most of my girls upset and emo now?
:(
I'm upset too.
if only I'm a super woman,
and make them all smile.
sighs
my wishful thinking.

I miss drinking,
it's been so long since I last drank.
bleah.

2007-12-05T14:44:00.000+08:00

the whole of today, I was typically dazing.
dazed during Sp camp's talks,
dazed a little during lunch,
dazed on the train back home,
dazed on the walk back home,
went to the study corner to sit and dazed.
I was troubled, very.
I didn't know what was going wrong,
what was going through my mind.

but now, thank God I'm feeling better
after all the clarification and stuffs.

-

He said girl you winning
She said boy where you been at (where you been)
Stop talkin' lets get with it
Just like that they

He said your amazing
She said then why you waiting
No more deliberating
Wat'cha doin' lets get to it
Just like that they

2007-12-04T11:04:00.000+08:00

I don't know what's going on.
what the hell am I thinking, seriously.
I should have known it better.

I miss you, Aiby.
quick come back before I go bonkers.
:(

I need some love now.

-

Sp camp was retarded
I was such a fucktard to have signed up for it.
it is seriously boring
almost dozed off during the talks.
bloody boring,
and the leaders are our age
those who signed up as well.
that pissed me off even more.
aren't these leaders supposed to be from the school?
damn retarded.
wasted my monayyyyyyyye. =.=

2007-11-30T14:13:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MugQDD2FcKQ

this video indeed cheered me up a lot.
for all who are upset or bored, do view it. :)
quote: "Silence, I kill you!"
hahaha.

anyway there's the Singapore Design Festival now till 8dec.
I want to go.
anyone interested to join me?

2007-11-30T13:31:00.000+08:00

you finally texted me

not once, but twice.

:)

it's costly, I know.

so I'll let you go with these 2 texts.

-

Michelle came over just now

watched videos, had great laughs

had heart-to-heart talk,

it's been so long since I had a heart-to-heart talk w anyone.

thanks, Michelle. :)

-

job interviews w Amy tmr.

I'm pretty tired of looking for jobs

and sp camp's starting soon.

:l

I'm still not feeling very good.

but still, I'll be strong.

2007-11-29T13:25:00.000+08:00

have you reached? have you reached?
have you reached thai?
I can't wait for you to contact me.
<3

-

Besties, Best friends, are they really not meant to last?
well, I'm losing both.
no.. I guess I should say, I've lost both of them?
ha.
I'm a very bad friend.
goodbye then.

2007-11-28T14:16:00.000+08:00

went Bella-Kini for interview
got to know two new girlfriends through interview.
it's really cool, seriously
'cos after our interview, the three of us went to hang out ard tgt.
but still waiting for the lady to notify us if we've got it or not.
:)

Aiby's leaving tmr morning, 9am.
:(
I'm sad, really.
I'll miss Aiby so uber much,
I know I will.
:(
sigh.

Pissed.

2007-11-25T02:49:00.000+08:00

alright, I'm pissed since ytd
not only pissed, I am fucking pissed.
I was so mad, I was basically telling Sissy
"blah blah blah... fucking fuck her. fucking blah blah fuck!"
all the way home. =.=
look, can you imagine how pissed I am?
no, how fucking pissed I am.
fucked up bitch uh.
I don't need your sarcasm to shut myself up.
seriously, you should do lots and I really mean, LOTS
of self-reflection.
seriously, screw you.
I'm so leaving that place.

(to readers : sorry for the use of vulgarities here. I just need to rant.)
rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

I don't know why are people driving me up the wall.
my uncle's irritating me.
he keeps questioning if I have a job and why the delay and yadayadayada...
I mean it's alright if he asks whether I've found a job yet and he has a job available for me
but, he doesn't. so it just seems like he's way too free.
=.=

-

alright, it's Daddy's birthday today.
we'll be celebrating tmr since Daddy has work to do today
the trio are giving him...... a sakae treat, a wine, a handmade cake(if it is successful)
and maybe a shirt?
seriously, he's the best Dad ever
although he tend to be real naggy and seem like he's Mom
but all that he does, it's all good for us.
I love you, Daddy. :)

anyway out w my Deb ytd.
went to town, walked ard, shopped, and most importantly, ketchup-ed. :p
Deb gave me a bottle filled w gummies
yummmmmmmmm...
I love gummies :)
it was really sweet of her. <3
Deb shopped for clothes while I shopped for food
I know I'm such a pigggggggggggggg.
just like Michelle ;p

2007-11-23T04:05:00.000+08:00

had mac delivery ytd for dinner
was sooooo bloated.
cos I ate my own fish burger meal
plus half of Sissy's burger and I finished all the fries.
then I ate a pear which was given by cj's mom.
I feel like a glut :(
Hongbei drove us home
dang, she made me go crazy over driving and cars again.
=.=
I want to drive, drive, driveeeeeeeeee!
but sadly, I'll have to wait till I'm 21 since that's the law?..
I'll wait, I'll wait.
:]

2007-11-22T07:25:00.000+08:00

Lunch-ed and shopped with Kerin and Aaron ytd
had real great fun (it's been pretty long).
and I was craving badly for cakes
but in the end, I didn't get to eat any.
so... I'm still craving for cakes. :(
we went mos for late lunch
I want that 'tomato-chan' badly.
:(
anyway I finally had nasi goreng pataya ytd w Kerin
it was pretty hilarious when the uncel drew a heart shape on my pataya
cos I told him I want lesser chilli.
too bad Aaron had work. haha!

-

tiff w Mommy.
so we're currently not speaking a word to one another.
it's childish, seriously.
but I hate her to nag none stop, bossing me around
making me feel like going out everyday, all day long
maybe that explains why Browy is seldom home.
rawr!

-

I'm still quite bothered.
upset.
soon, after Aiby leaves for thai
I think I'll be going mia
maybe that will be better for me.